- Where I want to be right now.
Once again I've reached the point where I am no longer fully aware of myself. It's a scary feeling being on auto-pilot: words spill out of your mouth without the slightest conscious thought and your body becomes such an alien construct that the ability to flap around your arms is somewhat terrifying. This has happened plenty of times before and I know that I only have myself to blame for losing touch with reality but that doesn't change the fact that I'm shit scared. A few of my friends played witness to a bit of a breakdown on my behalf just before my Maths exam but couldn't relate at all. All they could manage was a few confused and uncomfortable expressions. I long to be with someone who can understand these woes of mine or at least pay them respect.
That person is you.
Butters.
(You know who I'm talking about... :) *shakes head in contentment* )
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