There's so much to do yet so little time and I'm neither utilising the time I have nor doing the things I need to. As a high-achiever at heart it's hard for me to sit by and watch myself waste my life like this especially when the one thing I am putting my resources into isn't satisfied. I've sacrificed and given more than plenty and have put so much at risk for it and now that I need a couple of weeks to catch-up on reality, focus and pull my head above the water (once again), having only the bare minimum of support from that thing doesn't help, and the fact that the little support I am getting is only existent on the surface just adds to my misery. It's a bit unfair to make some of these accusations as that thing has it's own problems to deal with but at the end of the day they're the unfortunate actualities of this life.
There's a war on both ends of the battlefield.
Butters.
Success on the frontline requires stability at home. There is no hope without it.
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