The fact that I am less than two weeks away from finishing this school year had yet to set in. Most of my opportunities for this year have come and past, leaving me with a mixture of accomplishment, satisfaction and regret. Recently I haven't given too much thought to what I could've done and could've better, but here, alone with my thoughts on a tram filled with random people (apart from some St.Michael's girl that I *swear* I know from somewhere), I can't help but wonder how things would have turned out if I'd done things differently. Something that my friends wrote (well I ended up typing, re-arranging, correcting and re-wording) for the final mass comes to mind now; "In order to move forward we must first gain momentum". Dwelling on regret won't bring any new opportunities so I'm going to suck it up and look ahead; whilst always moving forward.
(I swear this kid is me when I was younger. Taken from my Psych textbook in case you're wondering)
I cant begin to express how much of a relief it is to be finished with Psychology because I'm not so sure how I feel. Things start to lose meaning when you're not sufficiently mentally present. However, I think I'm still suffering a bit of exam anxiety even though I did it on Friday. For some reason still feels like I have a Psychology exam tomorrow. Weird, I know. I must admit though, I do feel a slight warmth and a sense of satisfaction every time I see my Psych books and know that I'll never have to use them again!
Butters
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