Where am I going with all this?

Before I got my camera I had so many ideas. So many, in fact, that it became overwhelming but now my mind is blank. I'm guessing my sleep deprived state has something to do with it but nonetheless I feel lost and slightly scared. Studio 3/4 is fast approaching and I have not a single idea nor any sizable influences to work from. If I'm serious about all this I'm going to have to find my feet fast; this is not something I can cram-jam for on the last night of the holidays. Besides, I want this to be fun, exciting and open up a completely new world for me. I'm talking about a place that has remained so foreign to me, a place of ideas, abstract concepts and free expression, a place that I so desperately want to call home or at least be a part of. This is why I'm jealous of you Brooke.

Today while browsing through Mag Nation I decided that next year I'm going to try get my life on paper as much as I can. Most of the temptation to do this comes from my fatal attraction to stationary but there is also the benefit of becoming extremely comfortable with writing (on paper! no way!). VCE here we come! Speaking of Mag Nation, I think that I might start reading magazines - not only do they look cool on your coffee table but they've proven to inspire me in the past. Perhaps that could help me with my artistic woes.

The weather has been rather _____ (I can't remember the word I want to use EDIT: 'inclement'!!!) lately so attempting to get my time exposure on has been a little hard. I've also been rather lazy and haven't been touching up my photos. Deal with it.
Saturday. December 18th.

Sunday. December 19th (12AM-ish).


Monday. December 20th.


Almost matching cuppies.

One day.


Brookeybebz txt mwa if u dun lyk deh picachoos hehe.

Butters.

It's funny because no one reads this thing.