Break through! I think I’ve finally figured out who I am, what I like and what makes me different.
Here’s a thought.
In that one moment where all your wildest dreams come true, the moment where you realise everything you had ever worked for paid off in the end like everyone told you it would, who do you see by your side?
For me it’s always been about independence and being confident enough to brave the road ahead of me without the help from anyone else. Recently I’ve been wondering if that’s really how I want to spend the rest of my life.
I’m coming to believe that fate is on my side and that everything I’ve done up to this point was leading me to the crossroads I’m just about to face. I was chatting to my art teacher today; she’s one of the coolest people I’ve ever met even though she’s hardly cool at all. I guess you could say this woman is pretty much Brooke in a 30 year olds body. She had the same ambitions, dreams and interests as I have now. I was a little cut to hear that she failed in developing the career she had hoped for which made me think twice about the plan I had for myself, wondering if I should pursue what I love or wether I should look into a more achievable life goal.
I always seem to tell people I don’t know what I want to do with my life and that I have no idea where I’m heading but, the truth is.. I know exactly what I want to do with my life but I figure, I keep my options open and don’t get my hopes up so that if I fail, I won’t be disappointed. Hmmm.
In other news, I have *got* to quit being so goddamn oblivious. My friend kindly pointed out to me how clueless I’ve been recently and she’s right. I tend to over analyse every little detail of things that don't mean anything and run situations over and over in my head but from now on, I’m going to attempt to be more open and aware of things going on around me and try to see the messages I’m supposedly missing out on. Also, I’m in the process of trying out new hair colours/styles. It’s time for a fresh look, perhaps even a new image all together.
spécialement pour Butters. Avec qui j'avais un jour grand dimanche
(il a vraiment besoin d'un peu de sommeil):D
Trust me, your going to want to take a look at this…
http://www.incredibox.fr/
Less than three,
Brooke.
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