
First things first, I'd like to extend a warm welcome to the latest member of the PV team, dayafterherBirthdayBrooke. It's always exciting having a new person on board, even more so when it's someone of the likes of Brooke. Hopefully things will really start to take off with all this extra action. Oh and everyone congratulate her for agreeing to use Mediafire.

I wrote about how I'm usually not myself in social situation a few days back and I thought it'd be appropriate to expand on that. Over the past year, things have gotten a little shaky for me with all these ups, downs, twists, turns, contortions, opportunities and failures. As a result I've been regretfully pushing everyone away from me with what is at best and obnoxiously arrogant attitude. It's not something I do on purpose. No, it's more an emotional response that I throw up unwillingly to hide my overwhelming insecurity. Putting on this disguise - or "masquerade" if I may - has at times been my only light in what has been seeming to be an endless sea of uncertainty. But this whole act has done nothing but help me ignore my issues, issues which are now coming back to haunt me. And on top of that, I saw history almost repeat itself last night.
I've hurt someone very close to me and words can't describe how regretful I am. A simple sorry wont suffice - I know - but I hope that you'll stay with me a little longer as I try to work out these little kinks in my personality. You've been my only reliable lifeline since my other source of perpetual buoyancy decided to float away. For future reference, please call me a wanker if I'm being a tosser or a pompous buffoon - you have my permission. In other news...

The Bang Gang 12 Inches Compilation is something I'd like to get my hands on quite dearly. It seems torrenting isn't an option as (surprisingly) searching "Bang Gang" turns up nothing. There's always the Itunes option but I'd much rather have a physical copy to hold and treasure.
Here's a track that'll send your head spinning.
Golden Bug - Assassin
I'm bringing you the song that pop-punk legends All Time Low took their name from. Rise Against was one of their biggest influences at the time so it was only fitting. Plus the name sounds cool.
New Found Glory - Head On Collision

I've never even heard a whisper of these Sweet Hollow Drive and neither as Last.FM. Regardless, it's a great song. Check out their Myspace. I'd put up a picture of the band but they have had the worst photographers. Honestly, the *worst*.
Sweet Hollow Drive - Combo Meals and Steering Wheels
Link was broken. Link is fixed.
Chronic Future - Sometimes
Oh btw, I'm starting to think that maybe it wasn't Metro Station's label buddies trying to shut down my operations. This is because I can't seem to find "I Promise" by Set It Off anywhere on my Mediafire. But hey, don't let this put you off; they're still a great band (okay maybe not so much).
Oh and photo credits goes to Brooke and her amazing photography for the "Running Up That Hill" shot (you'll know what I'm on about if you read the post).
Butters.







































